寂寞的城市人

日本东京是个众人皆知的繁忙的大都会。但是，城市人的内心世界，到底是怎么样的呢？时髦的另一个角落，是不是含有寂寞与空虚的一面呢？

某某日的一个荫凉的下午，独自一个人来到了这个咖啡厅，买了一杯浓浓香香的咖啡，找了一个冷冰冰的角落旁，好好地享受我的那一杯饮料。这里的设计高雅，带有西方的味道。暗谈但带有金黄色的灯光，足以把这里的气氛搞得非常浪漫。在这几个小时里，到来的顾客也就只有那几个。他们大多都是像武侠小说里，独自上华山武林大会的剑客。他们都各自来到了这一个客栈，歇了歇。

坐在我对面的一个30来岁的A女小姐，高高廋廋的，手上提着烟，一面抽烟一面眼睛不眨地向外望，她那神情，仿佛很忧伤，很失落的感觉。
坐在另一个角落的年轻小女孩,B小姐，手上拿着一本小说，非常专心地在看。就像在炼什么武林功夫似的。难道是江湖上已失传千百年的玉女心经？

我心里一直在想，他们的生活里，没有朋友，没有家庭吗？突然间很想走过去对A小姐说：“你有心事，可以和我聊，妳最失落的时候，我将会是你最好的听众“。
我也很想走过去对B小姐说：“不如大家一起研究研究这一本武林秘笈吧！“
哈哈哈，难道我也是那么寂寞，那么无聊吗？

我是谁? 我就是一个远离家乡，飘洋过海，独自一个人来到这个寂寞的大城市的寂寞人。

当年情

某天某日，在比较悠闲的工作环境之下，和坐在我旁儿的同事聊起我的当年情。

我就像一个失去记忆的失忆人，早已消失在我记忆中的回忆，慢慢地，慢慢地再次重现在我的脑海里。 啊啊啊，原来是那么甜蜜的呀。

时光回到十年前，在一个偶然的机缘下，认识了她。她那甜蜜的笑容，高贵的气质，已经迷倒在场所有的男子。经过一番地努力，很快地，我和她就成为很好的好朋友。当时，我的心里就只有她。理所当然的，很想把她成为己有。皇天不负有心人，我们终于成了一对。她的家境很好，很富有。我实在是有点高攀不起。与她一起实在有点辛苦。时常会感到自卑。这段当年情维持了十个多月，就结束了。

十年后的今天，她已在娱乐圈有了点儿名气，而我呢，还在为我的前途奋斗，努力。但我很有信心，如果现在我们再次在一起的话，我不会再次感到自卑。因为我相信，我的成就会比她来的更大。

信心，是需要时间与经验的累积才能形成的。

Shanghai or Japan

Just imagine…

1. If you got a chance to decide your career, you would go to the most advance city in Asia, Tokyo Japan or the economic booming city, Shanghai China?
2. If you got a chance to decide your job title, you want to be a manager or system developer?
3. If you got a chance to decide your annual salary, you will be satisfied with 4 Millions or 7 Millions?

And just think…

1. Have you ever think of this small piece of your luck?
2. How many people could have those chances hit on them?
3. How many times would the good luck surrounding you in your lifetime?

If those chances are really coming to you, no matter what is your decision, I tell you what, you are the luckiest person in the world.

Cheer ~~~

Hunting for job in Japan: Part 1

Current Situation

Bug fixing, bug fixing and bug fixing. This is my working life in Japan office. Sound interesting, huh? (Vomiting….)

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Market Research

Some day around end of June, 2005 ….
I started looking for job in Japan. What is my market value in Japan? That is the question raised in my mind.
Ok, let start from internet website. I have been searching thru head hunter website (So called job agency in Tokyo).

27 June 2005… Monday
Monday morning. I was wearing a suit with tie, taking subway all the way to the agency office.
OK, first appointment:

1. SkillHouse Staffing at 11am. I was meeting a young lady. I’ve talked about what do I want for my future job. Surprisingly, yes… I am speaking Japanese with this girl. It is unbelievable. That is my first practice to speak my lousy Japanese.
2. Second appointment: Robert Walter in Roppongi, Tokyo. I was meeting with 3 Mat Salleh. After telling him my future dream jobs, I left the building and heading to the next agency.
3. Third appointment: Panache at Ebisu, Tokyo. Again, meeting a mature young age lady. She looks very serious but sexy. I was so attracted to her long and curly hair. (hahaha…)
4. Finally meeting an Indian lady, ops, sorry. She is woman anyway. ;)

Conclusion

Thousand of job oppotunities available in Tokyo, especially in IT industry, bilingual foreigner, (Malaysian->English, Japanese, Chinese)

First Day to Weblog

My first day to my own "block"... ops.s.s. my own weblog. :D

Takakuni? Why am I using Takakuni? ok.. I tell you what.. that is my name in Japanese.. isn't it cool?? I have been long time using Calvin as my glamour name. Oh. yeah.. since the first day to Stamford College Ampang, 1997. Calvin sounds nice. (As nice as my personality, I suppose everyone out there agree with me huh?? Is that true, Lyn Yen? Michelle ??? please answer me laaa.a.a)

Ok.. from now onward in this blog, let me to have a fresh and gorgeous name in this blog. Ok.. Takakuni..Takakuni..Takakuni..